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I have overcome the fear and went to dentist for the second time.

I had my last tooth extracted the previous time and the feeling was hell! Well, the process was not as bad as i thought it will be. basically, only the injections are painful. The extraction of the tooth is just a mere 3 minutes and its PAINLESS! this greatly decreased my phobia for dentist.

Next is the war to salvage my decaying tooth. Had my first root canal treatment today and the second one on 27 May. Then crowning to protect the tooth! After which, fillings for other teeth then i will DO MY BRACES.

and i have a feeling that i am gonna celebrate my birthday with those braces on.

COOL MAN!

:D:D:D:D

I am so glad that the friendship is finally over!

You will learn something new, gain something fresh everyday.

Today, i learn something so precious.
Never trust anyone. Not even your best friend.
Because you will never know when they will get even with you.

When both of you are best friends, you share uncountable secrets. and you can be sure that they are secrets.
Both of you gossip about other people. Both of you share common comments about people you dislikes.
Both of you agree of what you said.
Both of you get so comfortable with each other that you can tell her your darkest secrets.

One day, under some circumstances when both of you are no longer friends, those secrets were no longer secrets.
Secrets reviewed. You gained more enemies. You are being labeled as backstabber just because you trusted your so-called-best-friend.
But they forget about those COMMON COMMENTS that they once shared.
They are the backstabber themselves too. They gossiped with you too.
But no one will ever admit that they do that.

I now understand why sometimes i refused to share my burden with my love.
and this world is harsh.
Being selfish is not selfish but its a way to protect yourselves.
Sometimes we should stop poking nose into other people's business.
Take care of your own business.

and i promise, i will share my secrets with nobody. JUST IN CASE, someone were to be a spill it all out....
and i mean, just in case.

and i know, i am still keeping secrets for friends who doesnt like me as a friend now.
Just to let you know, i will never review them, NOT AT ALL...

Dardar mel finally book out.

I just wanna spend a easy evening with her, before she books in tomorrow again.

(:

I thought life would be better after that day.
but apparently, there are more to come.
friendship really stressed me up recently.

well i think the problem lies within me.
i think i should start changing, hoping for the better.
anyway.... i need to be able to "see open" more often, so that life would be better, and i would stop wasting my time being sad.

MAYBE, my emo-ness today is caused by the addiction of ciggy.
because i haven had a stick of ciggy since the whole day, and i know i get easily pissed and upset without having my ciggy break.
waiting for my love to come over, and i definitely need a stick of ciggy to ease my upset-ness now! :D

cheers to ciggy.

well, PMS period is over, and i am in very good mood yet again.

Now that i can still apply for SIM, i can't decide between UOL or RMIT.
They both have their pros and cons, which then again made me in a very confused state.
I need more advices before I submit my application because now i clearly know the deadline.

I mentioned i got no one to turn to when i am really down.
My friends came to me, told me that i always have them around.
Long lost friends came back, which makes me very, very happy.
Then i realized that i still have awesome friends around!

I always love the rainbow after the rain.
It always tells me that its not the end of the world.
Lost something, you gain something else where.
and i know, i would be happier again.

yes, and i will!

xoxo!!

I am just plain lazy to think of any suitable names for it.

Anyway, just some random rantings.
I have been very down for the past days for many reasons.
Friends, School, Work, etc.
But well....
After a cool night thinking, my emotions are kind of on the happier side now.
Life's too short to be unhappy.
From today onwards, i will just live with what i have.

I don't want to force myself to do things i don't like.
I know i did nothing wrong.
Unhappy people, go away! (:

Dardar Mel, all i need. :D

i just realized that i have collected many bad badtz maru's things.
i dig out all the collections, took 30 over pictures for all DIFFERENT collections!
there are still quite some i have yet to take pictures.
I wont be surprised if it adds up to 50 items or more!

then, i will start writing down what i don't have and start searching for them in ebay!
and, i will make them be my birthday wishlist! WAHAHAHAHA!

Goodluck.

i cannot imagine a 17 years old girl is still sucha small kid.
Grow up girl.
Though i don't know you, but the impression i had for you is just a word, CHILDISH.

Blog? Something personal? My ass.
I do hope you'd something better to do.

Anyway, watched fast and furious 4 today with the usual clique.
Super thrilling and its so highly recommended to watch!
Handsome man, pretty babes, awesome cars!
It prolly tempts the whole world to drift with them!
Though i do drives, but considering the consequences of drifting because i know not how to, it turns me off totally to drift.
Suicidal thoughts.
Wahahahaha!

Off to packing of my room.

Like i've said, i messed up my sleeping hours.
Dardar is sleeping on my bed like a little baby now, and i have been blog hopping for almost an hour, facebook now and then, online shopping as well.

While reading blogs, i realized that my life has been pretty much meaningless.
I should start setting goals, fulfilling goals, and do something meaningful.

1) PACK MY GOD DAMN ROOM! because it is messy + messy + messy now.
2) I am starting my diet plan NOW. which means, no more late night eating, and no more over eating during meals. Frequent visit to gym because i have lost count on when's the last time i went.
3) get a job. I promised the whole world that after genting trip, i am so gonna get a job! well, i am trying for a few office bound job. But if i cant get any by monday, i would go to TCC to interview. At least i start working, right?
4) Register for SIM as soon as possible. I am giving up on ntu and nus!

I am gg gym tomorrow and i swear i am so gonna gO!
Damn IT!! even if i don't go for classes, i will go and do some running and machines!
ROARs.

Caught Shinjuku Incident while sister and her friend watched The Confession of a Shopaholic yesterday at Causeway Point.

However, that's not the main point of the story.

While travelling back to home, I stopped my car at the traffic light near Chong Pang, opposite the Army Air Base. Before the traffic light turns green, i saw a guy, wearing a helmet, pushed a lady to the ground. Then, he snatched the lady's handbag and ran off....

I saw the whole thing, and the lady was screaming for help. It sounds very, very horrible.

Sister was asking me if she should go down and help. I told her not to as she can't do anything as well. Let's just call the police and let the police handle it. Den, dardar suddenly just opened the door and gave chase. Sister followed her.

I was so nervous, know not what to do.

I took out my mobile, and called the police immediately. I turned left, and stopped my car at the next junction. I was panicking, and the police had to calm me down. I described whatever i saw to her, and she said she will ask for help.

Next moment, sister called me. I thought she's going to tell me that they caught the thief or what..................................





Then she told me something that made me burst out laughing. and i almost die instantly.
She said that that's a false alarm. They are actually acting!

!$#$#@$#%$%^%^&%!!!!! God dammit!

They are acting for some crime show or whatever.
She said when she helped the lady, the lady said it was an robbery, but they are actually acting. =.=
So, i called the police again to explain the whole situation and that they do not need to send people down any more.
i drove my car, U-turned and went back. Then i realise that at the other side of the road, there's camera, people and lights.
Shameful me!
Police car came, and the same police woman called me again to explain that they are actually acting, which i told her, i already know and that i called back to cancel that report.

i feel like banging my head against the wall.

And, for your info, not only we got cheated.... There are many passerby that got cheated as well.
An uncle who was cycling, gave chase and caught that robber. WAHAHAHAHAHA!

Sister friend said she saw the robber ran across the road, slowed down and eventually start walking after 100m.
She wonders why but couldn't really be bothered.
Wellllll.......
Moral of the story, get your facts right before you accuse people! LOL!

Damn it.... The most shameful thing that i have ever done!
Police may think i m playing prank on them! SO FUNNY!!!!!
If in the future, someone were to ask me what's the most shameful thing i've ever done, this incident will definitely come first in the queue!



ROAR to the max!!!